HEART TRANSPLANT

Lord my heart's failing

And with quaking lips i ask for a new heart transplant

I made human hearts my model but with each heart implant i still fall short of expectations

Therefore,

Let not my heart be like Judas

Who sold you for 30pcs

If only he knew you hold the wealth of the world and not even the entire currency of this universe is worth your smile

Help me stay content

Who gave up his birthright for porridge

Teach me to be reserved even in lack

Crack open my stomach and fill me in with your word so i will have no reason to scout for Haggai's meals

Who saw you part sea into two like broken bread and watched you stitch it back together after they walked past but yet developed memory loss as they murmured like nagging wives

Help me to remain grateful

Who obeyed you partially regardless of the words you gave

Help me stay obedient for partial obedience is no obedience at all

Who thought strength was everything but yet had his life erased from the slates of earth by the act of a whore

Please give me wisdom instead

Who had no self-control and laid with his father's concubine(bilhah)

Eclipse my eyes to the tree that lies in the garden of those thighs until am ripe enough to taste the fruits thereof only by your command

Who fled from the presence of your voice the moment you sent him forth on an errand

Help me understand that this world is a cell,you are the warden and i am the joyful prisoner

For you are ubiquitous and omnipresent

Swift as air,bright like day but yet dark as midnight

Who became a soil sown with seeds of jealousy and wickedness

Give me the discernment that i am your breathing sacrifice and my purity is the highest act of modern day worship

Who lost sight of your greatness and began to sink in fearful doubt

Hold me by the hand and fix my eyes on you as i walk on the sea of my pain and fears without fear of drowning

Who lived in the comfort of riches and forgot to share with the less favoured utterly forgetting that you are the giver of wealth

Teach me how to give even with the little at my disposal

Cos i know beneath that beautiful breathing chest

Dwells the unquenching faith of Abraham and the swiftness of his adherence to your will even when it costs him dearly

Who fled from free lance of vain pleasure

Even when they was no foreseen consequences

Who fought with danger and conquered in your Name

His mastery of words as he wrote beautiful songs and poetry pieces all to your glory

Who never cursed you when he had lost the essence of life even when he was persistently persuaded by his soulmate to

Who heard your voice and answered faithfully even though he was confused at the start

Who walked with you until he was caught up in the clouds as he was eternally held by your unfailing hands

Let the forceps of your peace hold and cling my name to your heartbeat

Circumcise the genitals of my spirit

Cleanse my sin rocking soul

Export all alien seeds and import in to the soil of this dying nation of a man that which is sown by the your ever fruitful hands

AMEN!!