SHE LEFT

Of course she had to try new options

I was too dumb to think she would wait forever

My prepubescent mind was blind to the sight of(maybe's)

Maybe my lobe was too skinny for her

Never occupied the space she needed like matter

I let young emotions erupt from the volcano of my chest and now all i experience is heartburn

I said those 3words without attaining it's full meaning

And now like London's bridge i fall

I couldn't give the essence

Time,commitment,attention and i weren't best friends at the moment

I thought we could reinvent romeo and Juliet

But the fault in my star broke our titanic hearts to pieces

And like pieces we parted

So she left,

I was too young to manage emotions

My lobe went with wind

Guess i asked for my share too early

So now prodigally i return

Abandoning every distraction

My attention focused on Christ

My devotion,Jesus my portion

My affection set on him

Hoping he washes my stains

And purges my stomach of the swine meals i ate in negative bliss

So farewell to premature love

Love that lies in the confines of vain admiration

Occupied with smiles that fade away like Funeral songs

And words transient like a passing moon

So this is obituary to vanity

And rebirth to purity